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  • Hello my friends! 🙂

    Turns out, life happens. I am quite sure literally no one reads these, which is well and good because I am thinking about moving things around and changing the look of it. Since I last posted, I broke a tooth, my grandmothers husband passed, and I am seeing how people change in relationships new and old. I also have a nutritionist now, not that I can eat much with a hole in my mouth, who I adore. She really is helpful with a focus on sustainable eating habits and making it fun or more palatable, any changes in eating.

    Not sure if I told it here, but my thyroid has two nodules that my PCP is hoping go away with time. She also reviewed my labs and said to my face, “You’re not normal…. it’s weird.” Thanks for that! My T-levels were all normal aside from my high antibody levels so it’s a problem but nothing they can change/fix with medication.

    Also figuring out in real time how expensive dental work is. I had an extraction done since I broke my tooth at 2am at an emergency dentist and lowkey considered leaving it in once I saw the bill. $1,400 dollars for one tooth. I had fun on the laughing gas at least, apparently I kept telling David, “I have to go now, my phones dying and they’re coming I think….” only to come back 10 minutes later with a reel/TikTok he had to see. A payment plan, some stuffed gauze and a gap in my tooth later, I was on my way home where my loving boyfriend had prepared boxes of chicken broth for me to drink……..yummy.
    The antibiotics also made me feel so sick! I have to take them every 6 hours, and every time, I am nauseous and dizzy. I am miserable!!!! and only Roblox has saved me…..

    Genuinely our whole schedule for August was me at the doctors! I had three social events and I wish I was out more 😦 September is a bit more chill too, with us seeing Resident Evil, going to a Vintage Toy Shop, and plans with friends to go to shyboy on the 23rd to listen to records by MFDoom. And first days of October have two concerts I CANNOT MISS! Project Pat on the 1st, and then Fleshwater/Loathe. I am so excited for both!!! The rest of the month I am setting decor up for the Halloween Party. I’ll include a post here to help me remember all I need/want to do for the party. I have been slacking a bit, understandably so with my health being crazy.

    I have a worry about one of my offline friends and their propensity to throw themselves into relationships and lose themselves. I just worry and wonder about how to be a better friend in this instance, as sometimes this friend struggles to see things outside their rose colored view on the world. Genuinely doubt they would see this as they don’t have instagram and I’ve only mentioned this once in passing. This friend and I haven’t been able to hangout in about a month or so, due to them cancelling or even ghosting me about hangouts or calls.

    I have my boyfriend and his lovely mother, (truly she is just two wings and a halo short of the title), on NYT Games leaderboard and we are nonchalantly competing with each other. I did my wordle in two today, and I expect to have connections done with no mistakes. Running a tight ship here.

    Anyways, off to post Halloween things!

    Bye take care!!

  • Hello my Friends 🙂

    Last week was a doozy. So no update from then, oops my bad. But we have an update now 😉

    I have glasses now! Shoutout my optometrist, I love my glasses and got them in a fun purple red color. The shape is a bit different I think from my past frames, so I have to ask J if this was the move or not. I also got my first Pap at the grand age of 25. I feel like it was made to be scarier than it actually was? Or maybe I am super beast mode. I asked about my labs for a follow up and she said to schedule it. Then she called me right after and said actually SCRATCH that, we need a ultrasound so please do that first. I immediately went back to my lab results and I was trying to see what is making it so urgent. I checked, and hmm okay these are the only levels that were in red, so I needed a less than 9 value on this… oh, I scored a 9.4? Why were they so adamant? wait a second. A 94?!?!

    So yeah! Blessings upon my insurance, she is putting in the WORK right now, lord knows how much this would be without it ;-;

    I also went outside quite a bit this past week! Monday we had some Panera with Isabel and Jed, we are planning a trip to Oregon so trying to get everyone’s schedule is proving to be troublesome. Thursday, I had some not-so-happy-hour drinks at Hudson House with Christian and Campbell, happy hour was bar only, and we gossiped our way through some apps and yummy lemon drops. I discovered who Chanty Beluga is and we talked about how much we enjoy our current jobs and Campbell is going to be driven to poverty because her dog Danie eats everything. Friday, David and I went to Corpus to celebrate his dads bday! Happy 50th to him! We hung out with our lovely friend Juliana, who challenged us bravely (and lost) in Mario Kart and Wii sports. We brought a chocolate cake with ’67’ candles on it and some flowers to celebrate her move into a new apartment. And the birthday party was fun! They surprised his dad with a mariachi and some partygoers made fun deals with our bartenders. We chatted with his family about our plans and trips we have in mind, and left with promises to come back soon.

    This upcoming week I have my ultrasound, a concert with J, and hangout HOPEFULLY Friday, if people are still down!

    September is going to be a bit busy, and so is October. But y’all will know, probably, maybe, sometime soon.

    In between, I really need to sit down and make some more decorations for the Halloween party, more focus on the background and ambiance for the apartment and using my Tetris skills to magically make more room for people and things. Going to not try and flag my evil FBI agent when I start researching torture tools and medical malpractice cases and a standing list of current insurance/medical CEOS. I’ll try and remember to add some photos on here of my progress and things in general. My B12 shot isn’t doing shit for my memory, haha.

    Okay, bye now!

  • Hello my friends 🙂

    Oh my gort, I was supposed to update this Monday, and then I delayed it to Tuesday and I swore I would do it Wednesday. But genuinely, this week is amongst the worst I have ever remembered. Not that I remember much past today, or this week. I hope these B12 shots save my memory.

    This week continued a saga of my mom giving her private information over the phone to people she doesn’t remember talking to, my best friend having an allergic reaction and thinking they got drunk off Buldak Ramen, and a five hundred and twenty-five DOLLAR lab to see if my genes got some cancer in them. I also had to go back to my pharmacy and ask for my stuff, syringes and needles please, so I can stick myself with my B12. And my D2 supplement the size of a ROCK.

    God bless my doctor. I keep forgetting to mention stuff to her, about me maybe being allergic to sunlight, (I think I am turning into a vampire), how bad my allergies are, and how do I become not lactose intolerant because she said to make sure I drink lots of it. I wake up with my allergies FULL BLAST and sound like an undead, how my boyfriend loves me is a MYSTERY, possible enthrallment (furthering the vampire conspiracy). Speaking of my lovely, he is leaving this weekend to hang with some friends at Canyon Lake, I think a Bachelor/Bachelorette party, awesome! Which means I get to try to make Rupert my familiar, converting her to the dark side. My mom is also coming over to have a sleepoverrr~ which mainly means we eat popcorn and do crafts for our Halloween Party. Invites should go out this weekend, David is handing his over to his friends and I am going to mail some out to our long-distance pals.

    I missed Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday of updating because life is just beating me up. No K.O. just straight hands. I got a little extra added to my workload, another doctors case, and I have to sometimes backpedal to double check previous work and everyone is deciding to switch their insurance AFTER their out-of-pocket is met, and in the middle of all their treatments. On the upside, my favorite nurse brought me some hot chips, Reeses Oreos, and another chip bag. Love them down, but it’s right as I decided I need to be healthy.

    Soooooo…. its going right in the pantry for my period upcoming, or for David to devour. I should probably get back to what I need to do, I started typing as soon as I got on hold with insurance. I think I am gonna start writing notes about insurance and things to look out for. I need to remember that I should change Ruperts insurance to something else…. if I remember. Let’s hope!

    Wordle/Connections update – I am going against my coworker everyday on these, I think we are tied right now for points. soon my time comes…..

    Wordle 1,881 6/6

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    Anyways, bye! Take care 🙂

  • Hello my friends 🙂

    I realize that any reviews I do will all be high because I think that music I like are genuinely the best, so until y’all give me some recs, I fear all of my future reviews are all going to be 4s or 5s. Sooo…. please give me some 😀

  • Hello my friends 🙂

    I missed my checkin yesterday, so sorry about that. This week has been a doozy, I’m currently trying to get ahead at work since they’re giving me another doctors caseload, they previously had me with only one since I was ‘new’. So actually looking forward to that, as previously I was doing other tedious things to not sit at my desk on my phone.

    Other than work, David and I don’t have too much planned. We have the visit to Corpus for his dads birthday coming up, yaaay! Trying to workshop a gift is horrible though, I think we may do something homemade and sentimental – Davids family is delightfully emotional, though sometimes it does make me feel weird. I’ve gone over there multiple times and I am like oh gosh, is this how some family’s are? My family is pretty private and we all usually run around solo.

    Anyways, other than that I have some doctors appointments going on. One gastro and another visit with my PCP to review my lab results. Gods, the influx of paperwork made me buy a desk to store it- pen pals, apartments notes, insurance notes, clinical notes and soon travel/concert notes. We are also planning a Halloween party! Very fun but also super draining trying to get everything perfect or how we want it. Okay but news to me, Home Goods is EVIL! We bought three pieces for our dining table and it was damn near $80. EIGHTY BIG ONE FOR THREE PIECES OF FABRIC. Everything else, I will make myself at this point, because goddamn. But for our theme it will be worth it, I genuinely love hosting and David loves a good theme, sooo all systems are a go!

    But I am going to work on some things for the Halloween party now, but I wanted to update and let y’all know. See ya next week!

  • Hello my friends 🙂

    I have not updated this in a bit and want to really focus in on updating/doing more in life and on this site.

    Since last time, quite a bit has happened!

    My boyfriend and I had our apartment-warming party and it was fun!! We served: bacon-wrapped pineapple, spam musubi, and chicken kabobs. Earth below, I was cooking from 10am up until the party trying to figure out how I wanted things to look and taste. Bless my best friend Jay for helping me with EVERYTHING. David was sentenced to video games while we sorted everything out. I also had some yummy fruit ready too; kiwi, pina, mango, and so much watermelon all served with chamoy and tajin.

    David also turned out to be a pretty awesome bartender, we had on our limited drink menu three truly yummy drinks. A Malibu Bay Breeze, a Blue Hawaiian, and a Creamy Coconut Margarita.
    Clean up was minimal due to my lovely friends sneakily doing dishes and taking out the trash.

    Currently thinking about throwing a Halloween party…….

    After that weekend, we haven’t done much really. We have been here a little over a month and we have most things settled, a relief honestly.

    I am locking in a bit more about my overall health. Saw a PCP for the first time in like, 3-4 years. She did some labs, wants me to do some genetic testing, a couple of preventative exams and mayhaps a sleep study.

    It was good though, Dr. H was super kind and easy to talk to. Very millennial but aware, and very caring. Gonna set David up to see her too, once I get him on my insurance. With that urge to get serious about my health, I have to go to the gym regularly soon. AND eat healthy. Urghh, not fun at all, but wanting to live easier and better is.

    I’ve also deleted my instagram, tiktok, and facebook from my phone. In an effort to limit my screen time on my phone, as I frequently go on there to just do nothing. I will add them to my iPad since I have streaks I must maintain, for friendship AND love.

    Other than that, nothing much going on as I said. A brief trip in August to see Davids family. We have some concerts lined up for September and October.

    It’s honestly crazy how much a year can change things. This time last year I was content, alone and just going through the motions. Now I’m happy, in love, and trying to grow and build a future.

    Anways, thats my check-in, I am hoping to update this at least weekly if not multiple times a week. Sky above, if I do not update this next week, yell at me.

  • Hello my friends 🙂

    My main goal in sharing and documenting is to hold onto my memories and see how I change over time. I am also afraid of memory loss (beyond what I have going on) and kinda suck at constant communication with my friends.

    So I want to have an ongoing melting pot of my interests. All of my movie, music, food, trends, and life opinions in one spot. This is kind of like a public journal for me at this point. One my friends and strangers can peek in on.